tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15575680429459602662024-03-05T20:17:09.863-08:00Psycho NewsUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger16125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-57029923274125995412014-11-17T01:17:00.001-08:002014-11-17T01:51:56.457-08:00Snoking Wellbutrin very possibleThe key the right amount of wellubtrin. Crushing pill is note required, however carefully scrap off the outer coating, Use a large kleen table spoon. Place scrapped pill in spook, add a drop of water, and pinch of baking soda. Coock same was as voke.
Mush slower process, bubble it up, stir,shakem cooking
off use a metal still, nail? to try tobound it in ball.
This doesn't recuperate or bond ase asily as cook but doable,
form it in a round ball imsmde a mr coffee filter too absrobe any left over water or backing soda. Let it dry for 1 nite, Next day you cab somke it. Will have nice mellow taste,tOOt low and hold in smoke as lomg as possible. will nice taste.
It won;t be as intestine as crack or coke or meth, will be will be worth it, mix some wee or vodka. you will get hight!
There are more complicated oproceeders to cook it even better!
I do not recommend shooting!@ causes uneakabke scraps and iown sires!
Snortint is still sa opyion but you relly need to scrao rgw c=oating of goof smf poder it fine, Then do dmll likes ar a time as it can burn and n=bmolk hrt sasak passagesm
Cococnm crack and nerg usis istill better but thid dhit asihnt bad if yiu git nithing eode,l
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1Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-73814078755682330652014-11-11T19:45:00.001-08:002014-11-11T19:45:45.756-08:00Most popular was to abuse Wellbutrin<p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiY193gyOJ2p0IMsgvncJVjtuk7NdTg4zMddSeIjG26IKa2k38e7ZyX3rjFMPoJ7gRxd-rK14pFD7T2RktBqzge9NZXF_uS1sMY5dd7a-lLuUTeRqNGoyOnVvHAu-es4QPyzIYDZTZq6uYJ/s1600-h/image%25255B8%25255D.png"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="image" border="0" alt="image" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFi5sTczZrdtoVPfPeHV76PZdWdTRSnRhMWoq8M5MvNFS-YZXCvpZGZgzXMsjI91mwmFklYiEn_J4zLp8xpZaTj7f6JL6EWxYolsXN5FtowHhWABxmRmwFtT9s9AoxkRR4ypjijtApp2dB/?imgmax=800" width="328" height="257"></a></p> <p>For best results you need SR not extended release crap. The SR comes in 150 mg pils with a purple coating, if your going to snort it, you need to scrap off the thin coating with a little knife. Then crush the crap out of the pill til it’s a fine powder. This won’t be too bad of a burn if you do small lines at a time. Don’t try a regular line because it will burn! Also there is little or no drip, so you need to blow your nose often in between lines.</p> <p>There is a little trick to improve the drip and increase the potency a little. Scrap the coating off, crush a little no need to make it a pwoder yet. Place the crushed pill in a table spoon, add a little baking soda and some drops of water and use a bic lighter to cook it until it bubbles up. Just like cooking or freebasing coke. What your doing here is cooking out all the impurities. Use the same technic you would cooking coke. If you can find the right portion of water, baking soda and wellbutrin you can even make crack like smokable rocks, but that’s harder. Easier is just cooking out the impurities as much as you can, stiring and shaking and heating. Scrap conents off the spoon on to a coffee filter. If you have a can of butaine gas around you can use it to freeze the junk so it dries and turns hard faster. Once it’s dried, crush the hell out of it in to fine powder, now when you snort it, it will go down easier and drip more too! You’ll know you used too much baking soda if you taste it as it drips, use less next time.</p> <p>Some people have sworn you can crystolize the contents so it’s smokeable. I have not verified it yet.</p> <p>The other way is to shoot it but this is NOT recommended, you don’t get any higher but your arms will get scabby and have unhealing open wounds that look gross! Stick to oral or snorting or smoking.</p> Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-77564861245503952422014-11-11T13:46:00.001-08:002014-11-11T13:46:51.615-08:00The Truth About Wellbutrin<p><img style="margin: 0px 14px 5px 0px; display: inline; float: left" align="left" src="http://static.flickr.com/35/88119330_f083b4131b.jpg?v=0"></p> <p><font size="4"><strong>Bupropion (Wellbutrin) (bupropion hydrochloride) Film-coated Tablets:</strong></font> <br><br>Treats depression and aids in quitting smoking. Also prevents depression caused by seasonal affective disorder (SAD). This medicine is an antidepressant. <br><br><strong>Brand names</strong>: Wellbutrin, Zyban, Aplenzin, Buproban, Budeprion <br><br><strong>Drug Class</strong>: pregnancy class C, low dependency, Wellbutrin (bupropion hydrochloride) is not considered a narcotic in any medical or legal sense. </p> <p><strong>Drug Description</strong>: WELLBUTRIN (bupropion hydrochloride), an antidepressant of the aminoketone class, is chemically unrelated to tricyclic, tetracyclic, selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitor, or other known antidepressant agents. Its structure closely resembles that of diethylpropion; it is related to phenylethylamines. <br><br> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYadCSEeUydP42dP48KOK9KDCl7dgtmsV1_Z4pXmQEapvwKZi2XfSqNslrGujZx5dQBuwh94SBuCb65JhEKvJAOZFv2e9pmhURRq4jAcd6S5owOWmXzmSRgcJOVhnZ_i3IpTUt0YJ5XsOa/s1600-h/image%25255B5%25255D.png"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; margin: 8px 11px 4px 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: left; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="image" border="0" alt="image" align="left" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3ZBRvK6xfqPMe76SfMhndI5jV1H3KO6-11o7vSWpOWOMG4Tp7DBm8ioFaTRtdI9fIlbjfjNiTnJX1UxKaprsBMKd0TQ994k1YmcMu8zn12wbGKIHvCPyDCANE15daaaZzjEXa7EGhhcAS/?imgmax=800" width="165" height="175"></a> It is designated as (±)-1-(3-chlorophenyl)-2-[(1,1-dimethylethyl)amino]-1propanone hydrochloride. The molecular weight is 276.2. The molecular formula is C13H18ClNO•HCl. Bupropion hydrochloride powder is white, crystalline, and highly soluble in water. It has a bitter taste and produces the sensation of local anesthesia on the oral mucosa. The structural formula is: WELLBUTRIN is supplied for oral administration as 75-mg (yellow-gold) and 100-mg (red) film-coated tablets. Each tablet contains the labeled amount of bupropion hydrochloride and the inactive ingredients: 75-mg tablet – D&C Yellow No. 10 Lake, FD&C Yellow No. 6 Lake, hydroxypropyl cellulose, hypromellose, microcrystalline cellulose, polyethylene glycol, talc, and titanium dioxide; 100-mg tablet – FD&C Red No. 40 Lake, FD&C Yellow No. 6 Lake, hydroxypropyl cellulose, hypromellose, microcrystalline cellulose, polyethylene glycol, talc, and titanium dioxide.</p> <p> </p> <p><strong>Common Side Effects:</strong> mood or behavior changes, anxiety, panic attacks, trouble sleeping, or if you feel impulsive, irritable, agitated, hostile, aggressive, restless, hyperactive (mentally or physically), more depressed, or have thoughts about suicide or hurting yourself. Also possible seizures. </p> <p>Most common reported:</p> <ul> <li>confusion <li>hallucinations <li>irrational fears <li>seizures</li></ul> <p> </p> <p>Abuse Factor: moderate to high. Since it is a mild stimulant close to the amphetamine family, it is abused in the same ways. Snorting, shooting, freebasing, mixing with other narcotics and alcohol. The nice thing about wellbutrin is there is no withdrawal or crashing. It does have a a ceiling on how much you can take. It is a mild effect compared to cocaine and meth, nevertheless often used with other drugs and alcohol. In some countries it is already a controlled substance.</p> Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-49689663096763768642014-11-09T19:49:00.001-08:002014-11-09T19:49:59.364-08:00Why the long absense from the blog and twitter?Because I'm crazy remember? I go thru various moods and episodes and roads. My interests change, motivation changes, energy comes and goes, mood swings, I can be gone for a year easily. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-22518187556527214622013-10-18T18:19:00.001-07:002013-10-18T18:19:29.853-07:00Dallas Police Probe Shooting of Mentally Ill Man<p>Surveillance video showing a Dallas police officer shooting a mentally ill man standing still about 20 feet away contradicts the assertion of an officer that the man threatened his safety by lunging at him with a knife. <p>Bobby Gerald Bennett remains hospitalized after being shot in the stomach Monday. The officer who shot him, Cardan Spencer, is on indefinite administrative leave pending a criminal investigation after a neighbor released surveillance video that captured the incident. <p>Bennett was charged with aggravated assault with a deadly weapon on a public servant, but Police Chief David Brown announced Friday that the charge would be dropped. <p>Bennett's mother, Joyce Jackson, said in an interview Friday that her 52-year-old son has been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, and that he was off his medication at the time of the shooting. Jackson said she was arguing with Bennett when she called the police. She was told that officers who have been trained in dealing with the mentally ill would arrive to assist her. <p>The officers arrived outside her southeast Dallas home around noon to find Bennett sitting on a </p> <div style="padding-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: none; padding-top: 0px" id="scid:0a7b020c-2e51-4379-b078-a5387e1e26be:71c1968c-ee4e-4c68-bfb1-2f52b4a3c3ee" class="wlWriterEditableSmartContent"><a name='more'></a></div> <p>chair in the street holding a knife. At this point, accounts of the incident differ. <p>Spencer wrote in a police report that Bennett refused to drop the knife and moved toward him and another officer "in a threatening manner." Spencer says that's when he fired at Bennett four times from about 20 feet away, wounding him. <p>The video tells a different story. Although the police report says Bennett "lunged" at the officers with a knife, in the video he stands up from the chair but then doesn't appear to move at all until the gun is fired and he crumples to the ground. <p>The surveillance video doesn't include audio, and Spencer wrote in his report that Bennett yelled at them, "You all are gonna need more officers than this!" But it doesn't show that the incident "escalated, which led an officer to fire his weapon upon the individual," as police spokesman Warren Mitchell said in a statement a few hours after the shooting. <p>Police Chief David Brown said in a statement Thursday night that Spencer has been placed on indefinite administrative leave pending a "thorough criminal investigation." <p>Jackson said she and her son had been arguing about whether he could take an ink drawing of a rose he had done for his late grandmother, she said. The drawing is framed on the wall of her home. <p>The argument soon escalated to the point where Jackson felt she needed police assistance. <p>"I'm devastated that I felt the need to call 911," Jackson said. <p>Jackson said her son struggles with mental illness and often leaves her home to sleep on the streets, but said he is an avid artist and reader and isn't violent. According to state criminal records, he was convicted of larceny, vehicle theft and forgery in the 1980s but has no recent arrests. <p>"I was expecting help from someone that's a lot more knowledgeable than me," she said. Mitchell, the police spokesman, declined to say Friday whether the two officers sent to Jackson's home had any specific mental health training. <p>Jackson did not see the shooting. She was inside her home when she heard four gunshots. She said it was a "miracle" that her neighbor's camera recorded the incident. Otherwise, "I wouldn't have had a leg to stand on," she said. <p>Maurice Bunch installed the surveillance camera two years ago after a trailer was stolen from his driveway. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-7322592559848563632013-10-14T15:19:00.001-07:002013-10-14T15:19:21.104-07:00Pre-work Craze Supplement Ban Continues!<h4>Giant online marketplace eBay is the latest retailer to halt sales of the sports supplement Craze in the wake of a USA TODAY investigative report.</h4> <p><img style="margin: 0px 6px 6px 0px; display: inline" align="left" src="http://www.nitricoxiderx.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/Craze.gif" width="193" height="193"> </p> <p>The huge online marketplace eBay is the latest retailer to stop selling the popular sports supplement Craze in the wake <a href="http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/07/25/bodybuilding-supplement-designer-matt-cahill-usa-today-investigation/2568815/">of a USA TODAY investigative report</a>. <p>"eBay is in the process of removing all listings as they are in violation of our policies. This ban reflects eBay's commitment to creating a trusted and safe marketplace," spokeswoman Kari Ramirez said Monday. She said the action was due to "recent findings" that Craze contains amphetamines, but would not elaborate. <p><a href="http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/07/25/bodybuilding-supplement-designer-matt-cahill-usa-today-investigation/2568815/">USA TODAY reported on July 25</a> that <a href="http://www.usada.org/supplement411/high-risk-list">tests by the U.S. Anti-Doping Agency</a>, a government-affiliated<a href="http://www.documentcloud.org/documents/739659-skl-lab-test-results-april-2013.html">lab in Sweden</a> and industry competitors have found amphetamine-like compounds in samples of Craze. Driven Sports, the company that makes Craze, says the product is a safe and legal all-natural dietary supplement that does not contain amphetamines.<a href="http://www.getds.com/20130710383/Blog/further-proof-that-craze-does-not-contain-amphetamines-part-three">Driven Sports says its own tests show</a> the product is clean. </p> <div style="padding-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: none; padding-top: 0px" id="scid:0a7b020c-2e51-4379-b078-a5387e1e26be:6620e0bf-8cf9-48f2-b581-d8ba8999e185" class="wlWriterEditableSmartContent"><a name='more'></a></div> <p>The action by eBay is the latest by a major online retailer following the USA TODAY investigation last month of Driven Sports' vice president Matt Cahill's history in the dietary supplement industry, which includes a<a href="http://www.documentcloud.org/documents/700993-usa-v-cahill-2003.html">criminal conviction</a>, a <a href="http://www.documentcloud.org/documents/724903-usa-v-cahill-2012-criminal-information.html">pending federal charge</a> and repeated sales of risky products over the years. <a href="http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/07/30/walmart-suspends-sales-of-sports-supplement-craze/2599657/">Walmart.com</a> and <a href="http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2013/08/05/bodybuilding-site-suspends-sales-of-sports-supplement-craze/2618967/">Bodybuilding.com have also suspended</a> sales of Craze, a pre-workout powder that promises to give users energy and focus. <p>Bodybuilding.com named Craze its 2012 New Supplement of the Year but recently removed the product from competition in its 2013 supplement awards as a result of the USA TODAY article. <p>Cahill, who has declined repeated requests for interviews, and his attorney were not immediately available for comment on eBay's action. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-75275690383263322512013-10-12T15:13:00.001-07:002013-10-12T15:13:00.160-07:00I-STOP law in effect in New York state<p><img style="margin: 0px 5px 5px 0px; display: inline" align="left" src="http://assets.bizjournals.com/buffalo/news/healthcare*304.jpg?v=1" width="192" height="218"></p> <p>What’s it mean? A new state law kicked in Tuesday aimed at preventing prescription drug abuse in New York.</p> <p>The Internet System for Tracking Over-Prescribing (I-STOP) Act requires physicians to consult a real-time online database before writing prescriptions for certain controlled substances. The database is designed to cut drug abuse for opioid pills and narcotic painkillers, among the most abused drugs.</p> <p>Attorney General <a href="http://www.bizjournals.com/buffalo/search/results?q=Eric%20Schneiderman">Eric Schneiderman</a>, who first introduced the legislation in 2011 and was passed unanimously by state legislators last year, said in a media release the database gives medical professionals with the information necessary to detect doctor-shoppers and better serve patients at risk of addiction. <p>“Illegal trafficking in prescription drugs poses an enormous danger to the public,” he said. “I-STOP has already started reducing the supply of opioid painkillers on the street, even before mandatory verification took effect. Now, New York is leading the nation in the fight to protect the public from the devastating consequences of prescription drug abuse. ” <p>The database, also accessible to pharmacists, will also help prevent potentially dangerous drug interactions. <p>But some doctors won’t be able to begin using the system for another two months. </p> <div style="padding-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: none; padding-top: 0px" id="scid:0a7b020c-2e51-4379-b078-a5387e1e26be:a16a7d8d-34b5-484e-ad34-8b7319f0976f" class="wlWriterEditableSmartContent"><a name='more'></a></div> <p>According to the state Department of Health, the problem stems from delays in applying for and receiving a required database account for the state’s Health Commerce System (HCS). The state Department of Health and the Bureau of Narcotics Enforcement issued a statement earlier this week that practitioners may not receive their account information for the Prescription Monitoring Program (PMP) Registry until October. <p>“Although the Department of Health is working diligently to process all requests, this significant influx has resulted in a delay in processing accounts,” the statement said. “During this transition period, practitioners who are making a good faith effort to apply but are unable to establish HCS accounts, should continue to provide treatment to their patients in the same manner as they currently do, including the prescribing of controlled substances without accessing PMP Registry.” <p>The <a href="http://www.bizjournals.com/profiles/company/us/ny/westbury/medical_society_of_the_state_of_new_york/3331935">Medical Society of the State of New York</a> has criticized the I-STOP legislation, calling it too burdensome on physicians. Dr. <a href="http://www.bizjournals.com/buffalo/search/results?q=Sam%20Unterricht">Sam Unterricht</a>, MSSNY president, told members in an email the organization will continue to work with the department to ensure that the physicians’ voice is heard. <p>“We have no doubt that I-STOP will have a beneficial effect on opiate overdoses and abuse,” he wrote. “Will there be an immediate access to care problem? Will physicians knowingly or unknowingly place themselves at risk if they do not prescribe or if they prescribe but can’t look up patients? Will the cost to practices be so high that physicians retire or leave the state?” <p>In addition to creating the database, I-STOP also led to the re-categorization of several drugs, including hydrocodone and tramadol, which will prevent automatic refills; and established a drug disposal program for New Yorkers to get rid of expired and unneeded drugs. <p>Lawmakers say I-STOP will also help cut down on health-care fraud by reducing duplicate prescriptions or overprescribed drugs that previously were billed through the public Medicaid program. <p> </p> <p> </p> <p>The actual concern seems to be over opiates but will effect all schedule II to IV drugs</p> <p><img src="http://images.huffingtonpost.com/2013-08-26-Drug_Overdose_Conne_KI-thumb.png" width="503" height="381"></p> Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-43797002141091333492013-10-10T14:17:00.000-07:002013-10-10T14:17:12.365-07:00Daryl Hannah Reveals Her Autism Struggle<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A Hollywood star who once dated John F. Kennedy Jr. certainly seems like the type of person who'd love the limelight, but this was not the case for Daryl Hannah.
In an interview with People magazine, the 52-year-actress-turned-activist opens up about her struggle with autism and the impact it's had on her Hollywood career. She tells the magazine that she was diagnosed with the condition as a child, but did not disclose it to movie producers.
"I've never been comfortable being the center of attention," she says. "It's always freaked me out."
Often, Hannah would refuse to do promotional talk show appearances ahead of her films, which she says "was not because I was above it, but because I was terrified."
"I wasted so much time scared, self-conscious and insecure," she says.
But as an adult, the Splash star says she's "learned a couple of things that really would've made my life easier if I'd known them 20 years ago."
And while her main focus these days seems to be her environmental activism, Hannah admits when it comes to acting, shes "definitely not being offered the greatest roles in the world."
But that's no reason to mope. As she puts it, "Life is too short to stress the small things anymore."Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-49431277641652931342013-10-07T23:44:00.001-07:002013-10-07T23:50:35.968-07:00Drinking regularly to calm nerves<img alt="" height="73" src="http://i2.pcimg.org/pc216.gif" width="312" /><br />
This is an interesting thread going on right now at <a href="http://forums.psychcentral.com/addictions/300851-drinking-regularly-calm-nerves.html" target="_blank">psychcentral.com</a>. It raises an interesting question is any drinking ok or must we consider it all bad? I'd love your comments here on this blog and if you care to at the forum too! Here is the first post..<br />
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so I don't really feel as though i am abusing anything right now...but I know I need to be careful when I do drink cause i can easily go too far.</span><br/><br />Last night I went out and drank and got drunk for the first time in a while and it was fine. I didn't feel too poorly about that.><br /><br>but tonight I am dealing with some stressful situations and I opened up a can of beer from my basement freg. I don't intend to have any more then this...so I am moderating myself.<br />but I have a sense of guilt about it since I am using it to clam my nerves. I think I am working with the knowledge that I know this has been an issue for me in the past and I am trying very hard to just be mindful of that and not lose I guess the sense of control.</blockquote>
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Read the rest of the thread now at <a href="http://forums.psychcentral.com/addictions/300851-drinking-regularly-calm-nerves.html" target="_blank">psychcentral.com</a> and if your not a member why not join while your there!</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-46470421164302588282013-10-04T15:53:00.001-07:002013-10-04T15:53:03.789-07:00Realization It's All About Me!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I have a conscience, or more accurately a inner compass. I feel happy, sad, angry, hateful, greedy, anxious, fearful, shame, embarrassment, but no guilt or empathy. What am I?<br />
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I share some borderline traits, splitting, rage, abandonment issues but am far from needy or clingy and I would never self harm nor am I suicidal. What am I?<br />
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I share some traits from Paranoid Personality Disorder, but not to the extreme of believing everyone is out to get me or conspiracy fantasies. What am I?<br />
I do have grandiose feelings and feel some level of entitlement, and yes I do feel I'm better then some people. I love to get admiration, respect, and positive attention. What am I?<br />
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I don't take criticism very well, am jealous of some people, hate others, am very judgmental. What am I?<br />
I feel the need to be in control and always be 100% fully functional, what am I?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-22295276837379233872013-10-03T20:22:00.000-07:002013-10-03T20:22:03.175-07:00Capitol Suspect, Suffered Post-Partum DepressionVery sad indeed! It's sad how people can snap at any time!<br />
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A woman killed by police today after a high-speed chase through Washington, D.C., that led to a lockdown of Capitol Hill suffered post-partum depression following the recent birth of her daughter, the suspect's mother told <a href="http://abcnews.go.com/US/miriam-carey-capitol-suspect-suffered-post-partum-depression/story?id=20465157">ABC News</a>. </blockquote>
No one seen this coming. How could they? There is no way unless she talked to some one about it.<br />
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The woman was identified as Miriam Carey, 34, a dental hygienist from Stamford, Conn., authorities told the woman's family, according to a family spokesman.</blockquote>
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Authorities said the woman led police on a chase down Pennsylvania Avenue to the Capitol after ramming a gate at the White House.</blockquote>
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Authorities described Carey has having a "mental illness."</blockquote>
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"She had post-partum depression after having the baby" last August, said the woman's mother, Idella Carey.</blockquote>
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She added, "A few months later, she got sick. She was depressed. ... She was hospitalized."</blockquote>
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Carey had a 1-year-old daughter named Erica, her mother said. Police confirmed that a 1-year-old girl was taken from the car and put in "protective custody."</blockquote>
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She fit right in at work! No outwardly signs some thing was wrong!<br />
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"I would never in a million years believe that she would do something like this," he said. "It's the furthest thing from anything I would think she would do, especially with her child in the car. I am floored that it would be her."</blockquote>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-80763856360272840512013-10-03T19:58:00.001-07:002013-10-03T20:01:48.401-07:00Who Is Sam Vaknin And What Is He?I think if you've ever done any searches on YouTube for Narcissism or Borderline you ran in to some of his videos. He certainly is very opinionated and one may think he is actually a Doctor in Psychology. He is not. He is a self-proclaimed Narcissist and I have my doubts but will give him the benefit of the doubt. So then what is he? Good question. According to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_Vaknin">Wikipedia</a> Sam is a Israeli writer who spent a little time in a Israeli jail for stock fraud and did 18 months. He mostly writes about Narcissistic Personality Disorder where he does seem to have a little knowledge on the subject, however when he dabbles in other Personality Disorders one quickly realizes this is no doctor. Nevertheless he is a good writer and holds his own ok on his videos.<br />
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In all fairness to Sam, he does have a pretty good understanding of Narcissism. I can't say if he is one or not. In one video that is a documentary style video he claims to be one. If you comment any thing critical on in his youtube videos it will never get published lol. Only the positive comments show up.<br />
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My only complaint is he uses the term psychopath and sociopath very loosely and assigns it to Borderline people too. All I can say is sure give his videos a watch but hold of on any conclusions until you see actual professional work on the subjects he covers. The bad thing about youtube is any one can post a video and usually they have no idea what they are talking about with Personality Disorders. Most of them are just repeating horror stories they heard or venting from a bad relationship they were in. At least with Sam Vaknin your getting some valid information about Narcissism Just be careful because he really does use the terms psychopath and sociopath very liberally lol.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-74207553669574030622013-10-03T14:35:00.001-07:002013-10-03T14:35:31.007-07:00Do Not Demonize Personality Disorders!I have read many articles and stories over the Internet from various bloggers and so-called experts and professionals all speak on Personality Disorders. In particular they will all demonize Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD). Warning everyone to stay away from people like that, they have no empathy are not capable of caring, are monsters with no feelings. I find it odd that those who accuse us of no empathy themselves show no empathy towards us! They place everyone in these PD's in the same cookie cutter mold. How can professionals not be aware that not everyone is the same? And that we do feel and hurt too? Well I can assure you this blog will not be demonizing any PD's!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-61017871291667726242013-10-03T13:51:00.000-07:002013-10-03T13:51:21.541-07:00What's coming soon hereI will be posting articles and stories related to mental health and drugs with support resources very soon. I am in the works of getting every thing together right now and hope to begin by tonite.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-2979013685383348892013-10-03T13:36:00.003-07:002013-10-03T13:36:32.989-07:00What does guilt feel like?It's weird but I recently came to the realization I never really feel guilt. I feel shame, fear of being discovered, embarrassment, but not guilt. I thought long and hard think of something I might feel guilty about, and it's not like I had a short list either. Yet every time I came up with some thing I would analyze it and discover it was not guilt I was feeling, but either shame or embarrassment or fear of it ever being discovered.<br />
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I never really thought about it before, but it's very interesting, I don't even know what guilt feels like. Perhaps it's for the best because I might just be over whelmed with it if I could feel whatever guilt is! I don't think I want to ever feel it.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1557568042945960266.post-87950874859717884592013-10-03T13:22:00.001-07:002013-10-03T13:22:44.379-07:00Hello World!This is merely my first post as a test, I will be posting regularly very soon!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0